i went to HQ the other day(eh friday rite?) and i re-found why i was so enthu to visit HQ back erm 1year ago. or at least 6 months ago. its the sense of home. i'm not talking about the staff there, vdd adds on to the home feel but most of all it comes from my batchmates.

it's jojo's bdae 2dae!! or rather ytd since its passed 12mn...I'M HAPPY CELEBRATING!!! or shd i say it kinda really felt lyk a clique outing for e 1st time in the whole poly life (batchmates apart) from here i found out 2 things. 1st: same frequency ppl. 2nd: who do i really feel comfy with. anyway, i love them!!! (wei huang not included) oh and 1 cents is really kinda fun to hang out with!! JOJO SEEM SOOOO MUCH RELAX WITH 1CENTS ARD! omg i totally understand how can she see that same person for sooo long. but he ought to be slapped for hurting jojo once. other than that i guess they would last. CHEERS TO THEM!

qing called and i miss her. and DAM MY PHONE! arghhh...she corks too much and i miss asking her to shut up. hahas....dude i know u're always trying to irritate ppl. hahas...cya during erm hols? =D

Next, i really appreciated to be able to join and speak for the trashing session. i guess i wont notice that there was even an issue because i dont quite think that its VERY much a prob. but it does affect people. arbo why they need trash out sia. i feel that i could relate to ton more? erm because i'm smarter? hahas no la more of i had been in tat shoes before and i'm a GIRL who is more sensitive. =D ~side track~i am an introvert, kinda self-centered too. not emo, but rather only share my feelings to those i'm comfortable with. and my so called friends knew i dont talk much and thus i found myself not given the opportunity to speak. i didn like it, so i move on to my current friends. i reckon: such session is of essential as it not only strengthen the relationship but also reminded everyone how much love and care and concern that is spreading around. i miss my batchmates. and sometimes i wonder what i'm really missing. i guess i just wana keep in touch with everyone and it doesnt bother if i see them ornot. thats really the matter. keeping your friendship intacted.

like i said
i'm learning the word: friends
and sometimes friends are a lesson to be learnt