today
its supposed to be another 4/5hrs wasted at some parent's friends house today. oh well at least my 1st thought when i entered the function room was: I WANA GO HOME! but wat the heck. i knew i can go home but erm i didn bring my ezlink and its will look kinda bad on my parents side. so me being i ntrovert, acted invisble and just watched.
i wana defend myself: i DONT wana mix ard becoz there are these few ppl who are already in the crowd that i DONT like. so no point acting like i knew them (as in the kids) when i dont noe them and see them buai song! yes i concluded that. and i'm quite bad at hiding my irritated face so OPPS!
the old people were singing. together. something that made me felt warmth. i was wondering if i could also find 10+ friends like that 10 yrs dwn the road? well the only close enough answer would be my batchmates, extending to the frendly seniors. and erm how bout my current class? i eh think they would last. hahas...
then listening to the old people talk, it kinda remotivated/redirected me bout my future.
i kinda like it
yesterday
humans, this isnt the kind that u'll read
i slept! OMG!! i did went into lalaland during that 30 odd mins. achievement!....hahas...
fat face emoed! i mean its not lyk i dont lyk emo-ers, but erm its discouraged because other then thinking, it gets u no where. and dieting isnt such a good idea for me, but erm ok lah as long as u get your nuitrition. lets go gym!!! i'm getting fat too...hahas...oh and i ate my 1st pineapple tart today!yeap. =DTHE SWING THING IS SUPERRRRR FUN!!! lets go there again...hopefully the nxt tym round, there isnt any black or white kids ard to steal it again.