sibei siann...today went back amk to study while waiting for trg, i was lyk sooo stuck outside e room coz the lock changed and my old key could no longer fit...the worst thing was my yo...MS CHAN...esp called to tell me to say sorry to some sercurity guard becoz i was rude...fine...and she added ' i'm not in school now, so i trust that you will go say sorry k?' wah sibei sian lah...muz she add tat i trust u thing -.- but ended up i couldnt find the guard...so guess its no longer my prob...however, i came up w my own logic on why would anyone even bother to apologies:

1) u're genuielly sorry
2) to make u less guilty
3) coz u didn wana lose that friend
4) coz u didn wana make the whole situation unmanagable
5) coz u juz wana please everyone
6) too hmp to stand up for ur own
7) coz sayin sorry is part of u!!!

so obviously...me being alittle rude is my fault..and i feel bad bout it coz tat guard was the nicer one apart from the other sibei xia lan one...but i do not appreciated ms chan callin me juz for it...dam i thought i would not be nagged at aft being a vi...but then seems lyk i'm still me...ARGHHH and i cant find the bloody guard...sooo i guess i would hav to explain some shit on fri again when i see her....total wth... -.-