I read jojo's blog just now. i know i'm 12days late to comment but i cant help it i wana say smt.

jojo i know you're hoping beyond hope that things will be better or rather you'll feel better now that you're back tgt. not that i wana shatter your dreams but things will never be the same. i dont want you to come to a point of time whereby you cannot differentiate a real break from a separation. hopes will still linger on then. we arnt able to pull u out from fear and vulnerability always, its time to dry those tears and move on with or without a boyfren.