there was this show that i went on 20 april....it was a hair show and i was one of the stylist modal...i've decided to write about this event on my reflective blog because this event boosted my confidence and showed me some pathetic truth of life....on 18april, all modals were to meet up to discuss about the walk and all.....i felt inferior then, compared to the other modals who were so fasionable....there werent much common topic and i'm like to only person who dont know anyone of them....i'm felt left out and i do not dare to open up maybe because i thought they were unfriendly or isit i felt that i was not their style.....nevertheless, everything changed during the actual day.....

i reached the academy earlier then most therefore having my makeup done before they reach....anyway it was a change from how they saw me then, soooooooo i felt more confident and (of course pretty) when they couldnt regconise me....

not only wearing pretty clothes make me confident, it kind of gave me the gut to reach out to them as friends. the pathetic truth of life is that people judge a person by their first impression which usually is their outer appearance...and the even sadder truth of life is that peole had to network for the sake of networking.....its like all part of the politics in life that made us a civalisation.....anyway, i've decided not to go against or blame such facts of life and to live to the maximum with it.....therefore i conclude that i shall lay in the backgroud 1st when i meet new people and then find the kind that i can click with easily.....i mean, theres no exact point to make yourself suit the others because that isnt really yourself...so why not lay back to find your kind of people.... it is also more comfortable to mix with people who are chattable and have common topic with right????

Well having confidence in one is one thing, but most importantly i feel that one should be comfortable in their surrounding....so to get that, its either you're more confident or you decide your surroundings.....